Donovy

My last words

2011-02-22T18:41:00.001+08:00

To my battered soul, broken heart and tormented life i say my final goodbyes. I wish you all the best as we will not rest in peace till we finish our quest. However both now and then, we are to ve judge, to more suffering or to end it all. My god judge us justly and we have no regrets. This is my final words to all as i'll be moving onto the next life soon. Please take care of yourselves. I'll be watching over you and good luck. And with that i bid you

Farewell

2011-02-16T20:30:00.000+08:00

hahas. i was reluctant at first. but now im sure that i made the right choice. i enjoy it now, more than ever. im going to break barriers and do things i've never done before

2010-11-19T01:58:00.000+08:00

hais, recently so confused. idk if wat im feeling right or wat is it im feeling =/ i just want it to faster end

2010-11-08T20:37:00.000+08:00

Hais, idk what is going on... why keep like that? What is it that is in between us? Hais...
Am i different? I don't feel any diffrent or anything. Nothing important happened.
Why i keep so easy jealous? It's tearing us apart, it's my fault... Not yours.

2010-08-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

At the age of 16. Can earn a roughly 1.2k in salary which only ITE can get you. End with O level cert it should be a lot more. I can even start work if i don't want to study right now. But yourself? What have you achieved? When will you make your first million. Do you think at the rate your going now it can end nicely?

What have you done? And what u did, was it correct?

2010-08-07T19:41:00.000+08:00

Nearly a year after i broke up with sally. I finally found out what she meant by saying " If two person loves each other, you don't have to stead. If you love someone, you have no need to stead with him/her. Relationships come and go, Friendships stays forever." I now know how fragile relationships are and who are my true friends.

Just like back in 1948, the iron curtain is drawn. I have my blotic states ready. And, we prepare ourselves for a cold war.

2010-07-25T11:30:00.000+08:00

If asked why i: love you, I would say:
"It's the sway in your hips
The tightness in your thighs
It's the lust in your lips
The love in your eyes
The softness of your skin
The silk in your hair
The twist in you walk
It's the sweetness in your talk
It's the way you love me that makes me love you each day"
That is what i would say.

2010-07-24T23:15:00.001+08:00

lols sian dk wat post, call crap 1

2010-07-24T21:16:00.002+08:00

Now that I've thought about it. It has been a power struggle between the two.
One is hyper, energetic, out going, talkative but emos a lot.
The other is quiet, not as out going, smart, funny and likes to play.
Needless to say, loyalty, loving, devoted and such is definitely present in both. That's why you see when asked who i preferred or who is the main i cannot find an answer, its just not possible. When tasked with the impossible of choosing one was a torture i never want to go through again. Both of them are like opposites, making a perfect balance. If god allows i would combine the two into one or even have both. Yeah, I'm greed but so what, all humans are greedy. I can't bear to find one without the other, if feels just wrong and weird. Perhaps is karma getting back at me for doing what ever i did but at least whilst doing it, i was completed again and gotten many good memories out of it. Which inevitable causing pain now. I know what i did is wrong. But god gives a second chance I'll definitely make it right.
Something to make clear:
1)apart from keeping them from knowing of each other. I've never lied nor have i made an empty promise. Everything i did is for a reason. Just ask and now I'll tell you. It's not a matter of who i loved more for i loved both equally unbiassedly
2)Don't say i treated anyone better than the other. i treat them both equally. The lacking or excess is due to what they themselves lacked or have in excess to make it all fair. Like i said, combine both to get hold.

2010-07-23T20:11:00.002+08:00

HAHA u know what in the end i actually win. Haha im damn smart man =x

2010-07-23T10:25:00.003+08:00

This is my will:
1)Those closest to me can have ONE of my possession. PSP and Computer are out of bounds because my family has the rights to them. Priorities goes to all kor, di, jie, mei, twin, Cs, Cy, Bren, Wy, Cmc. The rest should know themselves
2)My ten years series will go to my students, they know who they are.
3)My juniors and students i leave you my high spirit, motivation and the skills i have passed down to you.Don't break your promises to me even though I'm gone.
4)You may wish to remember me how ever you wish i hold no grudges.
5)I wish you all happiness when I'm gone, take care of yourselves and study hard, make something of yourselves and don't repeat my mistakes.
6)Individual messages can be found at my house, behind the red basket on the table.

Singed. Donovan Chow

2010-07-03T23:43:00.001+08:00

FUCK WHY HAVEN'T I DIE

2010-06-27T22:32:00.002+08:00

Im sick of life

2010-04-11T22:25:00.002+08:00

LOL, bored so i update this, weee bored die me.
mtps sian from 12-30 left at 2+ =.=
hahas than than dk wat write
bb

2010-03-29T21:58:00.000+08:00

UPDATEEEEEEEEEEEE .
Helping this flying elevan update blog .
Hehehe ,
what to say siaa ._.

Take care horr , go see docc .
or i sure confirm kill you .

Hmm .
Byebye :D

2010-03-22T22:18:00.002+08:00

ASHWINI
DON'T
SAY
NOT
LONG
HERE
IS
13
SENTENCES
VERY
LONG
OKAYZ
!

2010-03-15T20:53:00.002+08:00

ASHWINI DUN SAY I NVR POST AH =D
Hahas, my name getting longer n longer =D

2010-03-15T20:52:00.001+08:00

ASHWINI DUN SAY I NVR POST AH =D

2010-03-14T12:29:00.001+08:00

hahas thx 4 changing blog skin 4 me ^.^

Redbull gives you wings :D

2010-03-13T20:56:00.000+08:00

updateupdateupdateupdate
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updateupdateupdateupdate

wait till later for more :D

2010-01-31T21:41:00.001+08:00

psps long time no post
wait me find time fix link than i post n put more links
psps x.x

2010-01-24T00:33:00.001+08:00

eh wtf la my links gt prob, fix le than i post again

2010-01-21T23:14:00.000+08:00

Hahas MY 1A so good 1 la (later 2008 batch jealous wors ;x)
all come tag me
thx ^_^
Next time i call u all pei me also ;x
Anything come tell me kayz
got my number? =p
sms me more!!!
I always sebei sian 1 T_T
than got my nymber de also never sms me =/
cry luhs T_T
im also student
n im a friend
can be kor or what ever also if u wan
not ah gong can liao -.-
i still young hor DHAYNA!!!
so dun keep SL n SIR me!!!
Not used to it > < "
See u guys tmr? o.o

2010-01-21T23:10:00.000+08:00

Since i got tags, i shall post!
lol tried to make it epic -.-
anw i don't use com much anymore,
no mood,
bored to death loh TT
lucky got her to pei me when i need her
Love you lots kayz

2010-01-20T05:48:00.000+08:00

ok.. o.O
Woke up at 5:30 o.o
since com is on (i didnt leave it on -.-)
i blog abit first =p
sian now wan prepare than go school le
Bye =D

2010-01-17T22:05:00.000+08:00

lol woots my tag box lives!!!
Now the only this missing is this!
The long awaited updates!

2010-01-14T20:27:00.000+08:00

lol sian
sick at home > <
tomoroww get to go school ^_^
dun wan stay at home!!!
bye, wan die liao T_T

2010-01-09T13:19:00.001+08:00

Hahas just wake up after sleeping 12 HOURS from SOOC x.x
Anyway, my 1a so guai, not like O8's batch =x
JKJK KAY?
Got take pic send to me ah x.x
Ok don't want say what happen, very long and got no gf ask me write at blig.
So want to ask me =p
BB

2010-01-05T21:44:00.001+08:00

Always like that, end up always like that.
Don't care liao larh

2010-01-04T23:10:00.001+08:00

Sian la, don't know what to do

2010-01-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

Hahas, something great happened last night ^_^
Want know more? ask me =p

Tomorrow need go school le sian =/
Need to hyper for sec1 class i'm taking
Alot of work to do > < "
Homework not done!!!

2010-01-01T11:55:00.001+08:00

Cried, slept, now feel better

2009-12-31T13:03:00.001+08:00

Woots last night go party,
Damn fun,
Alot of things but lazy type
But no alchaol zzz
Yeah anyway, have fun counting down people~!

2009-12-30T14:58:00.000+08:00

90 facts about me
umm ok i stole it but!
Most of them are true,
so here

1. Guys dont actually like sluts as much as they say they do, even though they have sex with them!
(Oh yeah… you're not "popular" if you've slept with loads of guys… you're probably just a HOE)

2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" are two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile, it’s usually more important than the body.

6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to; if a guy knows a girl likes him but doesn’t like her… he still wants to be the only guy she talks to.

9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend, unless it’s negative, then it’s cool.

11. Guys get jealous very easily, even if they don’t show it.

12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!... ugh... nevermind..." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like. If a guy seems cool around girls, just see how he acts in front of the girl he really likes.

15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

17. Guys are very open about themselves if you just ask.

18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice unless he asks for it.

21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. Poking, light pushing, blocking your way and random high 5’s are tell tell signs.

22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

23. Guys will brag about anything if you don’t tell them not to.

24. Guys use words like buff or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you, if he uses it to describe other girls, he probably just wants to sound sweet in front of you, and therefore likes you.

25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

26. Guys love it when girls wear their clothes (jacket, hat, etc) especially if it’s a girl they like, they will often let them wear it in unreasonable circumstances…like the pouring rain.

27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

28. Try to be as straightforward as possible, if you like a guy, just tell him, they’ll usually be flattered. If there is something wrong with your relationship, just tell him, if hes a nice guy he’ll do his best to fix the problem.

29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.

30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

31. No matter how much guys talk about arses and boobs, personality is key.

32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience, your NEVER going to meet Mr. Darcy.

33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and talk to me."

37. Guys don't really have final decisions.

38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

40. When a guy looks at you for longer than 3 seconds, he's definitely thinking something.

41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

51. Not all guys are dickheads. Just because ONE is doesnt mean he represents ALL of us. Quit assuming.

52. We don't like girls who are too skinny.

53. We love it when girls talk about their boobs.

54. Always make sure you know what kind of stuff you're getting into before making out with a guy...like whether it's a one time deal or not...

55. Believe it or not shy guys are the easiest to talk to, it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticabley tell them about yours.

56. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually.

57. When a guy doesn’t touch you flirtily alot, but smiles at you a lot and makes eye contact a lot, its probably because he likes you and feels weird about touching you…but really wants to.

58. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

59. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it... it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

60. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

61. If a guy tells you to dump your boyfriend, he's being a twat, if he tells you that there is the possibility of finding someone else (HIM) if you do dump him, he probably likes you and just wants to see you happy.

62. No matter how much they complain (if they do), guys actually like it when girls lean on them.

63. Guys relate everything a lot of things to sex... a joke, a slip of the tongue, a giggle, a yawn, a stretch, whatever...its stupid but true.

64. If you add a guy on myspace or Facebook and you don't know him...chances are he'll assume its because you're attracted to him.

65. If a guy acts like a dick sometimes and doesnt trust you, it might be because he has been badly hurt in the past and is afraid to open up again.

66. Just because a guy isn't holding/kissing you, doesnt mean he doesn't want to, you might just need to initiate it.

67. All guys want to make you happy (unless they're pricks), some just don't know how...so help them out.

68. Most guys just naturally prefer a girl with a bit of curve.

69. Guys are just as self conscious and insecure as girls, ;we also fear rejection, the guy who really likes you is the one who will never dare say so.

70. Boys liked to be talked to. A guy will feel more comfortable around a girl if the girl starts talking to them.

71. The way a girl moves her body can easily be much sexier than anything she says or does.

72. Girls: when you slow down with your boyfriend, make sure you give a damn good reason or we feel like its our fault because we can't comprehend that you really just want to slow down.

73. Every guy has a 'neeky' side of him. Whether it be playin games, watching movies, or playing football, but don't make fun of him if you don't like it, unless it's something you both find funny, otherwise just try and learn to like it. Don't try to change him. If he's constantly ignoring you for that thing, tell him, he'll probably try and do it less.

74. Guys will always check out other girls, even if we make it less obvious when we're around you, it does not mean we're considering leaving you for the girl on the bus. It just comes to us without thinking, so don't freak out when a guy looks at another girl. It's just nature, and we know you were oggling at the cute guy that just walked passed. And hey, guys can have female friends just like girls can have male friends, just because he gets a text from a girl does not mean he is cheating on you. But if this does make things awkward, talk about it.

75. NEVER EVER kick a guy in the balls...seriously. Not even in a fight (play or real) or argument, you can't imagine how much that hurts (don't bring up giving birth because you know it's different). The slightest kick can often have an excruciating delayed reaction...so yeah...just don't do it...please.

76. When a guy is talkin to a girl, his gut instinct is to make her laugh. Whether he is good at this or not, he will try. As a result boys can sometimes appear immature or weird when you first meet them, but they're probably just nervous so give them time and get to know them.

77. At some point a guy will try to play fight with you. There are two reasons for this:
a) Guys like to fight and show you how strong they are.
b) It gives them an excuse to touch you.

78. It is very sexy and appealing for a girl to wear a guy's boxers and shirt. That's all. We don't know why that is, but it just is.

79. Guys dont like girls who don't make an effort. If he travels four hours just to see you for three, appreciate it and don't admit you wouldn't do the same, half the time we wouldn't expect you to anyway!

80. Guys have standards for what type of girl they want to have. Every girl is the perfect girl for somebody.

81. Guys don't like it when girls amplify things. It's very annoying.

82. Even the coolest guys, worry a lot about how they come across, they are probably trying very hard to seem so cool. So don't undermine or mock a guy you like or are friends with, he might not burst into tears but it does not do wonders for his self-esteem. And if you do take the piss, make it fairly clear your joking, it will let the guy know you dont dislike him, you have a sense of humour, and its ok for him to have a come back.

83. If a guy is completely, 100% honest with you about things he's not to sure/proud of, be grateful, because it can be pretty rare.

84. Although we do relate many things to sex, not everything is literally sexual, they like just being close to you too.

85. Guys only like sluts when they're single, as soon as their in a relationship, its just annoying.

86. Guys will always be nervous about giving girls presents they like, no matter how close to or comfortabke they are around the girl. Your opinion is just too important to him.

87. Guys are often terrified of a girl they like too much. The way some girls make you feel makes it impossible for you to function, the same reason a lot of guys persue strictly physical relationships.

88. Guys may not know how to handle a relationship, we admit, we're not the greatest nor the smartest at doing things right. But girls are definitely not any better, so please don't argue with us and make it seem like you know how things are supposed to be and your ways are right. It may seem logical, but frankly, it always isn't.

89. Guys love anything you wear. Really. Don't continuously ask them how you look every time you wear something.

90. THE NUMBER ONE RULE: Don't rub the lamp if you don't want the genie to come out. more)

2009-12-30T14:34:00.000+08:00

This is my 100th post so sorry its going to be an emotional one

I HATE YOU
I HAYE YOU
I HATE YOU

You feed me sweet poison than just disspear and run away
Leaving me like this
I HATE YOU
I don't ever want to see or talk to you anymore
HMPHS!!

2009-12-26T13:41:00.001+08:00

Sorry, I can't tell you whats happening to me... It's gona ruin everything...

2009-12-24T01:03:00.000+08:00

Why can't i find peace? Why is it my frigile heart is always tempered with? i try as i might but i just can't seem to find peace. Its really getting to me. Not many people know about this... There's alot i wana write but i won't do it here. But i need someone to talk to...

2009-12-24T00:54:00.000+08:00

Whaa sian, past few nights so cold...
Walao i never like find taiji.
now taiji come find me...
What to do leh?
Ahhh jes i miss chatting with you =(

2009-12-21T23:27:00.000+08:00

Ahhh need to change this post >.< tio meh liao... hmphs~!

2009-12-21T15:08:00.000+08:00

Sian nothing to do at home
Laer going out (:
Ahhh need get ready =/
Sian, see alot of people emo,
Tomorrow going out wif amelia n jj
Ahh go le, don't want post so much

2009-12-11T22:21:00.001+08:00

Ahhh not in a good mood, alot things changed, alot work 2 do == not gona blog much, schedule vry busy. bb

2009-12-02T21:30:00.000+08:00

Sorry haven't been blooging much, didn't have the time and mood. So now im going stright to the point

Xmas is coming soon sooo... Eeryone... Tag me what you want for xmas and i'll try my very best to fufil your wish but please be realistic, no budget =D just that more expensive means i takes more time >_< so yeah =D

2009-11-24T21:57:00.001+08:00

eeee i nothing 2 post de =(
so sian, don't know what to write also
anyway, the normal is back =D
around 60/70%?
yeahh =D

2009-11-21T01:47:00.000+08:00

Hais, friday, 1month break le. no wonder i so emo... Buay tahan la, duno hw i hang on so long also...

Waa sian 2day cnt make it for my obs meet up =( and cnt pei 10 2day =(

Sian i sebei emo, dun wan blog.

Bye bye

2009-11-17T22:29:00.000+08:00

I'm back, still the same, i'm paritally back to normal, but when it comes, its overwhelming. I know there's alot of commas, don't complain. Alot of things to me its now BLAH, i'm just drifting between life and death. But there are thing makes me can't fang xin go, so yeah...

You have a guy that loves and take care of you so much but you decided to leave him, I only can say your plain stupid and i pity you. But i still love you.

2009-10-26T23:49:00.000+08:00

God feel so werid now >_< mixed with slight anger and sadness haahs. Nawhhh i'll be fine. you guys know me well =D

Anyway after doing something wrong (sorry >_

2009-10-26T11:16:00.000+08:00

I've been reframing from blogging past few days cause i know if i pour out its not going to make people happy when they read and it my worsen things.

Anyway, i've been trying to stay happy recently, not working, like last night, i tried to be happy but when i wake up, the hurt just comes back 10 times as hard. People keep telling me give her some time bla bla bla, BUT have you ever though about me, When you want to break, did you thnk about me anot. Now? Do you have any idea what i'm going through just to pass the day. Hours is like days, Days is like months. How much it hurts to sleep alone and to wake up alone. No1 is there to cheer you up when your down. I can tell you, i've been pouring out whats been happening and wat happened untill people bwg. After all we done and gone trhough you just want to throw it away... You know the real reason is a misunderstand, if you ask i can explain.

You know if it will work if you don't give me a second chance, i can tell you it will be diffrent. If the second chance doesn't work out, i won't disturb you anymore. Just act as your my friend. Remeber the first thing you told me? " I may not be the first and I hope i'm the last" I want to fufil this promise for you but you don't give me the chance. Theres alot i can do that i've haven't done yet. All i'm asking for is a second chance. How can you bear to see me like this. I know i can't bear to see you like this. You know that many times i nearly just fainted on the spot. After all that has been said and done you want to just throw it away. I promise this time will be diffrent, baby just give me a second chance...

2009-10-24T10:23:00.001+08:00

Hmmm, going to wrtie a short sob story, if not intrested, wait till tonight for the intresting things =D

Hahas werid eh, now my blog skin really shows how i'm feeling and how everything turned out in the end, don't feel like changing it now

I'm trying to take my mind of tihngs, its my fault for trusting to easily and failing just like that, never thought we would end up like this, Now all i can do is to blame myself and to cry till i have no tears left, I'm trying to take my mind off things so i'm going to lan later. But hope got money hahas :P

Hmmm time to go back to this two, just like when the last Major thing like this happeneded to me

Life sucks, LOve hurts.

Just beacuse i smile
Doesnt mean i'm happy
Because a single smile
Can cover a million tears

LOL emo kia is back =D

2009-10-23T21:25:00.000+08:00

Hmms i don't know what to blog, I'm trying to forget and let go now. So she can be happy but i think by wrting this things will make her sad or angry so i'm going to try to keep it her minimal. I only had one chance and its wasted. Hurt, sad dissapointed. All those promises is all broken, those sweet words became sweet nothings. I don't want to elaborate any furthur as i know its going to get worse. Just want you to know that i will keep on loving you, as a very close frend kay, cos theres we left off before 5months happened so don't think too much ^_^ Gona give you some time =D

At first i thought it was a waste of time de cos i damn bored, wana just have some fun for once. Anyway to more fun and importnat things, Went to hte POA carnival, First part damn boring cos the games like so monotonous than the timing cock up, got 2 games but oni 40mins than the facil there blur, bad impression >_<

the second game ok la, the mind your own businuess(MYOB) they teach us how to use, the teacher say very easy but she explain untill so cheem, not enough time also watsted time sia, delay break time. The break i finnaly ate after 3 days =D hahas alot ok? to me la =x

Third game most fun run around and try to answer alot of POA thearoy questions, its fun kayz. In the end we never win any prizes but important is its fun and it got my mind off things awhile =D

So now i'm going to back track one more day cos i never blog ytd.

Ytd went to kent ridge, was hyper at first BUT the facils change all our minds, their timing suxs, their direction got problem, they execpt us to know things and they have got no initiavie, their attiude is like shit. But the walking gave me some time to think even though i had damn pain gastric from two days of not eating and sleeping. The walking and sweating cleared my mind =D

Labador park was more fun than kent ridge and also they were much better organized, so, hahas. Yet again my group never win anything so yea sad-ed, went home and yea, thats all.

Hahas i'm damn tired, emotionally, mentally, n physically, so come talk to me, i no mood to talk to you, too bored i guess?

2009-10-21T19:11:00.000+08:00

Alot has happened in the period of just one day. I'm so hurt, lost, empty, alot of things. If you want to know MSN me chowdonovan@hotmail.com

I wish things can go back to the way they were but what i'm doing now is the ultimate scrafice, my happyness for hers. You got no idea what i have to endure so you can be happy, what i asked form you is not much but it lead to this. I'll try to my best to win you back no matter what! So i hope that it won't go to waste although all i have scarfaced and invested alot has gone to waste and it hurts so bad. As long as it makes her happy, i'll just to live with it. It hurts like living hell so really hope it won't go to waste. Please be happy and i'll support you like a di shuold (=^_^=)

Heh i don't even know what else i want to type but i have plenty more to say. But please don't fall for anyone else, i love you alot and can't bear to see it. Even if you do, please don't keep it form me.

I sucks uhh, don't even get a last kiss or hug.

Ahh now more intesting things? My results!! This is all I got today so yea.
Bio - 5735/100

Phy - 37.5/80
Chem - 53/80

Hist - 31/50
SS - 22/50

Poa paper 1 - 27.5/40
Poa peper 2 - 40/60

Maths paper 1 - 17/60 ( late for shcool, only had 15 minutes =.= )
Maths paper 2 - 49/80

2009-10-20T22:24:00.000+08:00

Haix, exams are over but i see all around me people have problems, why why? If its not with them n their firends, its me and them or its just something is wrong that they don't want to say. Why is it before exams all was fine and after exams all the problems starts coming in. werid eh? shuold be other way around. I really wish everyone will be better soon and everything will be back to normal. Espcially her...
I will pray for all of you i really want everything be back to normal soon, Your problems effects everybody and the effect on me is make me emo and heart broken. If you guys want to please tell me, i'll give you my ears to listen and shoulders to cry on. Just want you guys to know i care for you all and its not cos i need to, its cause i want to. You are all important to me. Eepcially you! you know who you are. Your a friends and thats what i should do

Anw today got to post, scroll down.

2009-10-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

Morning woke up, go collect passport. I got the new duno what type =D but my pic inside suxs sia D: Anyway, than rush down to school and give Shahid back his PSP charger than went to CCAB. Over there was exectly the same as last year's one sia. Didn't manage to meet any new friends or old friends there so went home dissapointly.

I went to junction 8 walk walk and eat since there got 156 since i was lazy to take from bukit timah all the way back to compass. the S11 chicken rice not bad sia, students get more soup and can add rice for free =D so i went home take cicrle line than now i'm here blogging =D

2009-10-19T13:37:00.000+08:00

Yesterday did nothing... god >< today also, Morning go buy MAC breakfast =D than now considering should go pei amelia anot. so bored at home...

2009-10-18T01:05:00.001+08:00

Came back from lan, now very sleepy *yawn* waiting for her to come back and we can have time alone, hopfully =D

2009-10-16T13:40:00.000+08:00

OMG exam is finnally overr yea so happy can spend time with her and slack everyday ^^ OMG finnallyyyyyy

2009-10-15T15:33:00.000+08:00

Yay tommorow last paper le POA than oral than exmas over whoooos ^_^ so happy than can spend time with her, i can slack hahas best is no need go school but i wan go school slack than after school feel lazyyy.

Miss you...

2009-10-14T19:20:00.000+08:00

I know I've been selfish
I know I've been foolish
But look through that
And you will see
That I'll do better

If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me
I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone
Will sink 'til it dies
If you leave me tonight

I took for granted
What you do

Don't you know
My heart is pumping hope

Don't you see
I'm not the only one for you
But you're the only one for me

Never felt love like this
Love you dearr <3

2009-10-14T18:52:00.000+08:00

Haix, she's going back in november untill next year. Means i won't get to see her and i'll be alone again during the holidays... Such a dissappointment... Very sadd... She says still can chat on msn and yahoo but it won't be the same. Very sad and dissappointed.

To less depressing matters, Today Physics exam easy than Bio also okok, the MCQ for Bio is harder than the Section B n C @_@ Phyics i never read instructions than Section C i go do all 3 questions, need do two only... Die la first question i don't know how do, only the last two.

After exam go for oral practice, Went to Compass Point with brendon and jing wen, ate, I reshceduled my appointmet than in the end never do anything... Waste of time...

I feel damn insecure, am i expecting too much?

2009-10-13T21:57:00.000+08:00

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms

I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you

I'd do anything
'Cuz I know I won't forget you

2009-10-13T14:27:00.000+08:00

WTF i was like 1hr+ late got my maths exam than reach school aready they ask me go here and there waste so much time untill only 15mins left... Luckly manage to do half the paper but i only do those see the qns only know the answer so hopfully can pass. After that 11 take POA paper.

Im soppose to be at ICA now but my father still sleeping.... Today's just not my day....

Hahas than i sleep from 3 untill around now 6:45? Don't think will be doing anything later, anyone wana chattt? D:

Miss you dear...

2009-10-12T20:16:00.000+08:00

Stepping out of the bus, i saw you at the top, i know i could have waved bye but i didn't. I don't know why but doing so my heart ached. It hured so much to just let you go like that... Something is wrong with me, i feel like its not the same, like something is missing, werid eh? Have i done something wrong and its guilt or is there some one else? It hurt so much to feel this way, its like my heart is bleeding, something is off...

Anyway to more intresting stuff. I took only 1hr 25mins to finish:
- 2 Infernce + contextual knowledge
-Diffrence and Similarity + tonn and purpose
-Reliablity
-Evlauative
-2 essays

In history :O

Than after the test i went for a short maths remidial by OKW than i pei darling, meng jie jie and yu tong study while waiting for elliot. But in the end need to go off early so couldn't go for the POA consultation. Somehow in the end i took 62 and find brendon, jing wen and xueting untill 7 to teach jing wen physics.

Mrt-ed back to compass and went to find somewhere to change my calculator battery. Now tomorrow i can do E.maths exam with no worry =D

OMG i post twice in a row le :O

2009-10-12T09:51:00.000+08:00

Waiting for hist paper now... I noticed i changed alot recently, maybe its just a phase cause i don't know how to change back. Anyway i going to spam tys this week so wish me luck and wish me come back blogging

2009-10-11T23:26:00.001+08:00

Want to wish everybody best of luck for the exams next week. Luck can only get you so far, remember to studyyyyyyyyy.

Yeah i know i haven't been blogging for sometime untill nobody wants to read, my last post was last month o.o hahas so yea, good luck!

2009-09-14T20:20:00.000+08:00

LOL 1 week le, back to school =D holiday boring but too fast over T_T hais, first day of school so sian but fun LOL. histtest also easy, so much extra time. ltr fail i laugh LOL

2009-09-10T22:53:00.000+08:00

Waaa this few days like crap. Like everything crushing down on me at the same time. From school to home, friends to money. Waaaa i wan siao liao le. If i addmited to hospital muz come see me uhh...

Its like no matter wat u do, it won't get better but worse. Than when u try to resolve it, some worse surfaces. Haixxx, come kill me better.

Than i go around seeing people's blog, see so many couples, so many happy people... I raelly envy them, than i wish i can be like them. So close with each other... Or than firend really are friends, very close de... Got gan and all that. I see le very envoius, jealous, very left alone...

Sick of lying,
Tired of trying,
Yeah im smiling,
But inside im dying...

Day 1

2009-09-06T12:33:00.001+08:00

First day she's gone back home, im so lonley now T_T nothing to do the whole day... But as long she have fun there im happy =)

uhh last night 4+ than slp, cnt slp x.x than 10+ wake up T_T omg so sleeepy now can't fall asleep again T_T

Am i the one?

2009-08-01T21:47:00.000+08:00

Am i the one? Really, i can't do much for you because i'm not rich and don't have much money, and i don't know how to be romantic, i have STM and forget my promises and i can't always be there for you. Unlike other guys, I can't write songs for you or sing for you. I don't buy you gifts like flower, rings and pandas. God! I can't even start a conversation and always also late to meet you. I'm also not very good looking or cute.

I know you don't feel love or safe with me but when can i do. Since young i don't really know how is it like to be loved or safe, always beten and stuff. In turn now i don't know how to show my love for you.

But im sure that i will protect you to the best i can, i will love you more than anyone else. When you cry i want to be there to lend you my shoulder and wipe off your tears. When your sad i want to make you smile. When your hungry i want to be the one who cooks or buy for you and to feed you. When your sick, I want to take care of you till you get better. When people bully you i want to be the one who protects you. I want to be there for you constantly.

Do you know how usless i feel when that guy is constantly stalking your blog (maybe you) and i can't do anything about it? Do you know how much my heartachs when your hungry or when your sick? I know you fear committment but i am willing to wait be it 30, 40years i can wait.

I'm on top of the world when with you although i don't show it. When im with you, i feel that all my problems justs dissappear. Your what makes me smile, what motivate me to wake up every morning to see the daylight. Your like the sun in my sky, your what keeps me going evreyday. Just like plants without water, without you'll i'll die and life is meaningless and i can't wait to see you again and to hold you in my arms.

I may have lost my touch in flirting and sweet talk that some girls are dying to hear, and i may have stop writing poems but my love for you is more than that...

After reading this you may think that i'm not the one for you but you are the one of me and i'm sure of it. So if you think i'm on the one and dicide to break up, i won't blame you, it's my fault... So i'm sorry for my defects and shortfall. If you choose to leave me, i will keep on loving you and you'll be my jie again, if you don't mind...

- my girl, my everything

2009-07-14T12:45:00.000+08:00

Hais recently don't have the mood to go school... on top of my sickness, i feel like droping out than take private O lvl next year. its like i don't see the point of going to school and studying.

2009-07-06T16:45:00.000+08:00

wtf i feel so down right now.. andt the songs im listening too is not helping... it came so suddenly.. haiix

2009-07-04T10:36:00.000+08:00

LOL finnaly posting, going to Suntec for the gaming thing soon~ anyway not much to post cause i only go to school on thurs x.x bored 2 death... Really don't know what to post x.x bye bye~

2009-07-02T00:09:00.000+08:00

Going to school tomorrow, been hell of a 3day mc for me, nothing to do at all. But luckly i woke up in the noon to aviod the " morning everyone in school " bordem. Haven't done any home work!!! only sci and ss =.= and haven't die bio so im sure dead.... anyway its 12+ gona sleep. byee

2009-07-01T00:54:00.000+08:00

lol its 1am in the morning, tomorrow is the last dat of my mc x.x bored to death right now x.x

2009-06-25T00:30:00.000+08:00

lol feel so contridicted...
its like inside of me got a war like that...
than i anyhow think now...
so confused...
pfft...
There are things really need to be said...
but some things can't be known by some people...
but i need to say them...

2009-06-22T15:28:00.000+08:00

dying soon, need to mia or to take a walk, need to breathe... one by one im starting to lose everything. pathetic insn't it...

2009-06-21T16:46:00.001+08:00

im going mad soon, theres a war inside of me, i don't know what i belive in anymore, im lost, not even the lord can show the way for me. im dying soon... i can't think stright at all, im going mad soon. what do i belive in? where did my firm belives go? what am i becoming... the end is near...

2009-06-21T01:03:00.000+08:00

lols guys, sian x_X darling tomorrow going jkt, wish her safe trip and have fun ^_^ hope she comes back soon~ ^_^ anyway, 2day go service, damn intresting and than go changi eat n slack with E412, than go and slack with sher, kenneth and ming guan, lols nth much 2day x.x

2009-06-21T01:01:00.001+08:00

lols ~ sian nothing to do x_X

2009-06-20T12:20:00.000+08:00

Yea, yesterday woke up at 3+ than went to sher's house to slack, nothing much, actually quite boring, than at nite i ton over 4+ sleep bla bla bla, juz woke up 1 hr ago, ltr going to church.

Haiix, this few days im having mood swings and keep getting angry at alot of things... dots...

2009-06-19T01:43:00.000+08:00

umm ytd go to sentosa for prison break. damn fun although we got lost in sentosa =.= in the end wet like hell =p lols than 10+ fin reach hm 11+ =.= now just come back from white sands and marcus house x.x haiix sian.

Darling i miss u so much, can't wait 4 u to come back...

2009-06-17T01:09:00.000+08:00

lols 2day nth 2 do... wake up at 1+ than rot at home untill 4+ go ming che hse play xbox360, play halo 3 and cod4... lol im better at cod4 than halo :D lols sian x.x nth much loh, ytd actually cannot go out than duno why i end up at mar hse o.O" maybe he kidnap me :O lols thats all lohs x.x sian no more cig T_T

2009-06-14T23:39:00.000+08:00

past 2 days went to chanel's chalet. dun wan write much cause tired... lol i only wan say night sian play tai te untill sleep x.x but yuan yuan JUST learn on THAT night own like siao lohs x_X than i morning wake up 1+ liao x.x lol thats all bye bye

2009-06-13T00:45:00.001+08:00

Duno why i do, actually duno why i doing. For you to get to me know better loh ^_^ espically the girls girls =x shh jkjk x_X

1.Real name : Donovan
2.Nickname : Moustach, Beardo, Donovy, Dovey and many more ;D
3.Star sign : Leo
4.Male or female : Male
5.Primary school : Poi Ching Pri
6.Secondary school : Punggol Sec
7.JC/POLY : See how loh
8.Hair color : Black (racist hair colour ==)
9.Long or short : Short
10.Loud or Quiet : Quiet and or siao
11.Sweats or Jeans : Prefer Jeans
12.Phone or camera : Hmm im still chaning phone o.O"
13.Health freak : No ==
14.Drink or smoke : SMOKE :D Drink if have than drink if not =x
15.Do you have a crush on someone : Yes
16.Eat or drink : Drink
17.Piercings : No ==
18.Tattoos : No ==

Have you ever :

19.Been in an airplane : yup
20.Been in a relationship: uhh how many liao ar? =x
21.Been in a car accident : Kana knock with dent only
22.Been in a fist fight : Nearly

Firsts:

23.First piercing : No ==
24.First best friend : ahh brandon from pri 1 :D
25.First award : Baby gt this thingy i don't know what o.O"
26.First Crush : Hmmm isabelle?
27.First Vacation : Baby that time how i know ==

Lasts :

28.Last person you talked to : Xinyi o.O
29.Last person you texted to : Darling~
30.Last person(s) you watched a movie with: Darling~
32.Last food you ate : Dinner loh
33.Last movie you watched : Cenima is home now is ?
34.Last song you listened to : I'm yours - Jason Marz
35.Last thing you bought : Old Chang Kee :D
36.Last person you hugged : Darling

Favourites:

37.Food : I eat nearly everything
38.Drinks : Soft drink jiu can liao
39.Clothing : Confortable ones :D
40.Books : Russel Lee True Singapore Ghost Stories
41.Song : None?
42.Flower : None?
43.Colors : Yellow, Black, Blue, Purple and many more ;D
44.Movies : Don't know o.O"
45.Phrase: Emo Quotes and those Vulgur and tiongxim pcb type :D And of course love quotes <3
46.Subjects: POA! BIO! CHEM! And maybe hist?

You ever done before:

47.Kissed in the snow : Nope but i done at other places =x Rain would be nice ^_^
48.Celebrated Halloween : No ==
49.Had your heart broken : Don't remind me ...
50.Went over the minutes on your cell phone : meaning? ==
51.Someone questioned your sexual orientation : No ==
52.Came out of the closest : Yup
53.Gotten pregnant : ima Guy ==
54.Had an abortion : GUY!! ==
55.Done something you've regretted : Don't remind me ...
56.Broke a promise : Yes? Sobs~ T_T
57.Hid a secret : I don't know o.O"
58.Pretended to be happy : Yes
59.Met someone who changed your life : Yup ^_^ But don't know what changed LOL
60.Pretended to be sick : Don't need to pretend can don't go school ==
61.Left the country : Yup
62.Tried something you normally wouldn't try & liked it : Not sure
63.Cried over some silliest thing : Not sure o.O"
64.Ran a mile : 2.4km ==
65.Went to the beach with your best friend(s) : Did i go beach before?
66.Stay single the whole year : Not since p4 ;D

Currently:

67.Eating : No ==
68.Drinking : Need soft drink ...
69.I'm about ton : No T_T
70.Listening to : Deaf :O
71.Plans for tomorrow : Cos play than Chanel's chalet
72.Waiting for : Darling come back, i miss you T_T
73.Want kids : Yup
74.Want to get married : Yup
75.Careers in mind : Sciencetist? MC? POA-realted?
76.Which is better , Girl / Boy : You sexist question!!!

According to Jody..(for 77-83 , idk what they're asking -.-" my answers are what am i looking for in a qurl LOL.)

77.Lips or eyes : Anything ~
78.Shorter or taller : Shorter sounds good :D but anything ~
79.Romantic or spontaneous : More romantic but Both ~
80.Nice stomach or nice arms : I thought is guy hug girls?
81.Sensitive or loud : Just right ~
82.Hook-up or relationship : Relationship
83.Trouble-maker or hesistant : Just right ~

Have you ever:

84.Lost glasses/ contacts : No, Don't wear ==
85.Ran away from home : YES
86.Hold a gun or knife for self defense : No ==
87.Killed somebody : No ==
88.Broken someone's heart : I don't know, Girls any comments???
89.Been arrested : No ==
90.Cried when someone died : Don't remember

Do you believe in:

91.Yourself : Sometimes o.O"
92.Miracles: Yup
93.Love at first sight : Yes Defiently!!!
94.Heaven : Yup
95.Santa Claus : No ==
96.Sex on the first date : Must try harder =x Haven't happen yet =x
97.Kiss on the first date : YUP! YES! DEFINTLY!!!
98.Is there one person you want to be with right now : DARLING I MISS YOU!!!
99.Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : OK OK ~
100.This is the 100th & last question : What question? ==

UWW

2009-06-09T16:16:00.000+08:00

hmm i went for a 2day 1night camp at the underwater world so here it is.

Day1
We took a bus over to sentosa to get to underwater world, what we didn't know at first was that the coach could bring us stright there instead he stopped us some where furthur and we had to walk a big round to catch a bus over to the UWW. There, we went into the seminar room for a quick breifing and lecture on sharks and off to dinner!

After dinner, we went over to watch songs of the seas. The show itself isn't what you exepct from the title suggestion maybe diffrent fishes singing, instead its about a group of people and a guy, whose singing is so pure it is able to restore the power of the fire, light and water. Also waking up the sleeping princess. The show is quite good and the effects are great. Other than the people being real, the holographic fishes are actually just light breams refrected from the water they are spraying so the fishes looks like their there. Quite intresting. Also close to the stage, the use water and red lightning to create the type of effect that make it seems like real fire shooting out. But furthur up there were real fire. At each elemtn the main chracter(Lee) unlocks there is a show of its power. Like for example fire showed us inretsing song or pattern or something by shooting fire. Water gave us a great water show that illusionates a water dragon swimming by. Light gave us beautiful light shows, really beautiful. Anyway went the princess wakes up from her slumber by his pure voice, there was fireworks. A show lasting 30minutes i think you should catch it.

Then we went back to the main UWW building for a short guided tour. The tour tought us more about the marine life that it harbours and also more background information about that. I can't go into detail as it will take very long and i have STM!! Anyway we took our shower after that and had some free time. Played tai te and black jack while waiting for my turn.

Lights out and i couln't sleep, Firstly the guys made ALOT of noise and i wasn't tired and missed my darling T_T sent her an sms but i couldn't receive or send out any as the giant fish tank had no signel =.=. Well anyway teacher made partrols to make sure every one sleeps. But despite the noise i manage to sleep at 1am but i was awaken by amelia at 2!! But it doesn't matter cause i went to play tai te with Ben and yi sheng. A few of my juniors watched we tought him how to play and got a free packet of chips from some of the girls ^_^ so couldn't sleep at all. Amelia, suzila and company was with us talking whole night. Some where in the middle scott appeared o.o lol we we chatted while Amelia duno doing wat sms or calling people between 2-4am =.= and suzila they all playing uno i think? I see Amelia sleepy so loan her my sleeping bag than yi sheng open up his so scot took half and me and yisheng took the other. Than yi sheng on music, we see which 1 both know how sing than sing omg was like mini kBox. Than i think amelia wake up for some water or something? so me and yi sheng continue awhile untill amelia not tired le i think than some how we managed to sleep at around 5???

Day2
Woke up at 7 (hmm means 2 or 3 hours of sleep? =p) i saw teacher walking around taking pics of my "sleeping beautys"(lol my juniors) funny lors yisheng tio. Anyway today first time i managed to keep my sleeping bag than went to get ready and went off to breakfast but a group photo first ^_^.

After breakfast, we had a quiz cum compition which we were given a set of question and the answers could bt found in the UWW and we had 15 minutes to do finish. We the co-operations of my group mates(ben, hui jie, freda, sally sia and wei xiang[i think his name is spelled like that]) we managed to get first with a score of 18.5/20 and won prizes. But might i dare say... CARELESS MISTAKE !!! 20/20 was just a stone throw away x_x anyway important thing is we worked together and bonded with my girls (when i say girls i mean sec 1 LOL sound so wrong >_<). Anyway we than have 30minutes free time, part i spent time in chatting with my girls(sounds wrong again) and than sitting at the UUW travelater thingy which goes one round around the giant fish tank in which we slept. It was intresting~

I can't remember when but we learnt about deugons too (omg pokemons!!). So we left for the dolphin lagoon. There was a short lecture than we had like 30-45mins free time untill the show starts. We watch a not so impressive show about trained dolphins which was ok although not impressive =x and freda some how not human =x sit under the sun not hot, wan to tan somemore, want to be darker. Is not hot at all just like sally sia? While i was under shade burning like mad >_< Anyway we than got the chance to touch and take picture with a pink dolphin name pet i think? ^_^ His skin felt like too much skin like that, a intresting experience and i would like to try it again.

Finnally went back to UWW to get our stuff and left UWW, on the bus back to school, alot of people slept i think it was because of no sleeping that night. Anyway even i slept but i managed to start up a short chat with Freda HAHAS~ Anyway i also slept on the bus and reached school soon after. But taking the PUBLIC bus i feel alseep all the way and lost my phone by putting it into my pocket =.=

Thats all ^_^ i will post the videos and pictures as soon as i get it from my kidz (juniors again =x) Oh yea! i forgot something. Amelia played on the sentosa bus round and round untill don't want to stnad on the bus anymore HAHAS~ =x Anyway i gotta go now, im sleepy as hell now x_x so nitez~ or evening~ or afternoon~ ahh don't even know what time is it >_<

Darling~ i miss you so so much...

2009-06-08T00:59:00.000+08:00

hmm this morning woke up go service =) than go mar hse n slcak than go uncle hse see aunt that working oversea come bcak le~ anw nth much 2day byee byee~

2009-06-06T22:44:00.000+08:00

lol sorry never post past few days, went home too late than sleepy so i sleep lor. anyhow today didn't go church cos i was late =x so i went to cs house and play psp ^_^ o ya i chion maple 2day so i today reply msn abit slow this afternoon.

anyway thats all bye bye

2009-06-04T16:09:00.000+08:00

hahas ytd sian ,, go compittion duno can win or nt than bio remidial =.= than go far east haru duno do wat wif bren, jw n winona lol than take circle line~ woo circle line so clean nt like typical singapore mrt stattion LOL than jw thr like so dead .__. than go bcak cp on the way back call marme than he ask " whr r u" i siad " bk " he said "burgur king?!" than i was " no buangkok " than he was diaoz =.= ,, ^_^ cos he say he at bk burgur king ma than i at buangkok also bk =p anw than over thr see they all study i nvr bring anything T_T aft that jiu go mar hse bring psps and lung cancer 1 pack bt inside oni gt abit lung cacner, out side his hse use abit and than go in play cards untill 11pm o.O soppose go home at 10pm de >_< oh well~ than at home get 2 chat with darling~ miss her so mcuh >_< hope she come back soon ^_^ than ard 1? i jiu sleep le. now 4+ next day so sian really nothing to do _|_ haiix sian x.x bb~

2009-06-02T19:07:00.000+08:00

umm what i do 2day arhx??? x.x i tink morning wake up 7+ than go remidial at 9 untill 1... 4hrs =.= sebei sian _|_ go home tat time nth 2 do x,x web cam with darling than i very tired i fell asleep at the com x.x yawnz x.x juz woke up, i wan go cp buy mac... bb~

2009-06-01T23:06:00.001+08:00

lol 2day... ummm vry sian go remidial 2 hrs, hist, intresting, about hitler de than aft tat bought some stuff for joey's bday. soppose to be surprise bt she saw us x_x anw stayed thr awhile than at night play ToD awhile and now at home.... whole day so sian -.- tmr still gt bio 4hrs >_<

2009-06-01T09:02:00.000+08:00

ok. this is for yesterday as i didn't get the chance ytd x.x anw i spent atleast 90% at home ytd roting x_x but 10% at pasta mania :D lol not mcuh to blog about yesterday x.x just rot at home and use com -.-

o yeah, and darling, ytd is not i nvr reply you, i got reply alot of things but i think yahoo cannot read, than i tot u offline x.x i even try add you they keep saying u offline than i tot u really offline T_T

And now im waiting for hist remidial to start HAHAS~ well w/e will tlak about the rest of the day tonight... i think?

2009-05-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

Hahas lets see wat happnened today... ummm... morning go the mps sian x.x my mom go kpo my teacher =.= than all say the same thing untill she give up HAHAS!!! umm they say gt potental, next year will very hard the pressure, lazy, day dream, blur, sleep in class. LOL i was right, 80% of my teacher say tat ^_^ and mr indra say i reliable... so touhced ^^ and like miss farah notice me de most, so unexpected so touched by her thx ^_^ than after seeing 5/6 tch my mom give up le... all say the same thing LOL Results like crap...

A2 - 2
B3 - 2
B4 - 2

sch keep out better =.=

than ltr my darling go back home le T_T 1 mnth nth 2 do LOL miss her alot >_< hope she enjoy go back home better than sg nth 2 do de!!! bleah x.x

than never go mini emerge 2day no time sad~ lol than afternoon soo busy bt gt time tat time start le cannot go... than at home stone and lazy and miss her T_T hahsa~ thats all for 2day i guess?

2009-05-26T21:03:00.000+08:00

yea haven't post for long... been busy x.x and my results are crap =.= 2 just pass and the rest is either b3 or A... and this is punggol sec sch standard...

uhh anw bb

donovy

2009-05-17T22:59:00.000+08:00

*preys*

2009-05-17T01:25:00.001+08:00

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2009-05-14T21:25:00.000+08:00

ahh mid year >< although i dun study deep inside me i scared cannot remember all the stuff... i wish you all good luck!!! than after that can slack all we want ^.^

2009-05-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

lol wth i wana try to type very long but can't seem to x.x anyway alot of things happened, bad things!! but i won't be typing them out... ask me personally =x haiix

Btw happy bday to jie ^.^

2009-05-09T02:09:00.001+08:00

lol fite with my mom pb dun care lars scared ar =.=

2009-05-08T00:04:00.001+08:00

alot of things going through my mind... i wana end it all...

2009-05-06T22:07:00.000+08:00

uhhh 2day sian poa test 16/21 (76/100 A1) bt made alot of mistake for balance sheet x.x

2009-05-05T22:05:00.001+08:00

uhh sian why haven't die sia

2009-05-04T23:27:00.000+08:00

uhh sian mix of feeling and lost in thought wth x.x